Him

He got that- ‘Sup boo? Let me hit you right back,” swag
Got me waitin’ by the phone-
So we can bone till the sunshines
His charisma fills the room, any room- every time
Got me wantin’ him kinda like a groupie
Want his autograph all over me- really
He got those niggas that’ll come getcha
I feel invincible in his arms
Got me a ridah- a goon with a sexy smile- yep
When he touches me, my troubles melt away
He knows how to handle me
With care, kindness and consideration-straight boy scout
When he does wrong to whatever degree
He ensures we never part ways without smiles in place
‘Cause he cares in immeasurable ways
He make me wanna do things
Suck stuff, lick, love, cook, clean
Beg for his seed, have his babies
Can’t imagine forever without him
Tomorrow wouldn’t matter if we weren’t us
Hands down- it’s not another mutha fucka like…Him.

Lyrically Sound

Epiphanies.... Part I

Settling into the peace of being me:
Owning my failures, and looking toward great things
Learning to love everywhere I've been
Instead of living with regret
Coming into a genuine appreciation of how very human we are
Born with nothing more than the ability to breathe
So many things shape who will become-
And I realize mine is the main ingredient-
In life we leave little pieces of ourselves scattered here and there
But its what we take with us, that amounts to the most
How many have I loved?
How many hate me when I take my love away?
Now mindful of the energy I leave in my wake
It's all love- I could never hate-
Everyone should be happy

When people feel good, they don't bring misery-
***
I know....
You can't please all of the people all of the time-
I know longer care to
Our time is so personal ... to us
Born alone- and plan to die happy
My time to shine.. mine.
Life has afforded me great opportunities
Youth made me shit on several-
But I'm good now. I'm owning this
There's a power inside- whispering; empowering me always-

Convincing me that everything I've touched, will lead me to where
I always want to be...

Totally at peace with me....



 I love everybody ;)

Just one of those songs...

Making up...

Wanna  kiss you till you shut your mouth
Embrace you 'till you feel me
Have to  rub you till you get it...

Can we love away misunderstanding?

What can I touch to make you remember?
What can I hold to make you forget?
I'd do whatever you say, cause I crave you that way


We can love away the pain?


Can't we ride into tomorrow on pulsating determination?
Won't you cum inside the place that wants to be your home?
Shouldn't we have and hold each other for always and ever after?

We could love away mistakes...

You could pull my hair to make your point
Bite my lip so  I wont talk back
Whisper sweet nothings; I'll hear everything you say


I don't mind the breakin' up, if we're makin' up... this way.

For The Beautiful People

I see u "beautiful" ' cause I love you...
I love you 'cause I trust you
I trust you because you love me
and having your love is all I need  to understand,
that you will give me every good part of you...

This is for my "people" because you are everything to me...
 My very special ones, you're amazing and  lovely 
I wish for you : inner peace, love, and fruitful land.
I hope for your increased territory-
And command the universe to give you her very best. Oh, I love you so...
I hope you live to see 1000 years, and then a million more- if that's what you so choose.

You beautiful people, who love me- just because-
You crazy people for choosing me
You lovely people, cause I say so-
You humble me; I've learned the art of love from you
You people are a life force and make me better

Thank you for challenging me , and for disagreeing
and for being kind in the process
I'm a handful, I know... but no one loves ya like I do.

Bless!

Beautifully Flawed...

I'm  beautifully flawed
I mess up, I fall short, I've had  moments where I want to run and hide from my very own foolishness
I sin EVERY SINGLE DAY- I curse, I think things I shouldn't, I want what I should not- and oh, how I indulge, whenever I have the opportunity.
I make note of  these things so as to highlight the part where I say:

...but I Love God...I really do.

As I stumble through this existence- searching, and learning, my honest and true aim is to experience all that I can. I'm talkin' bout really getting involved in this thing. Living it in such a way that my smile- upon the release of my last breath -is guaranteed.   I may do things ya don't like- I'm absolutely gon' say things that'd make ya cringe- but I'm here to do it * she says with a big bright smile-  and yes I thank GOD for my existence. And of course, I pray daily for his grace as he shakes his head at my silliness.

And for those of you who don't love- the way my God does; with his all forgiving, well intended nature...
I ask that you reserve judgment. Let me do me- as I will never interrupt your course. I'm tryna get somewhere...Don't bother me... I'm growing.

The Subtle Bitch- How to Argue with Class

My "Bitch" Is extremely subtle.
She grins in place of a frown
Instead of questions- she raises her right eyebrow; squints eyes, flashes a crooked smile.
By remaining calm she has fully assessed the situation, and has had a moment to gather her thoughts. 
She maintains full eye contact, careful to speak, only when she feels a pause in flow.
She never calls names. Does not delight in being right. She doesn't stoop to low levels- she pays attention to what is being said- She knows full well, there is nothing sexy about elevated voice tones.If she is being lied to- she is sure of it by now.Carefully,she announces her position;every word dripping in honey. Her demeanor causes frustration in the other party. Whether right or wrong- she will agree to disagree, or make it clear what she will not tolerate- whatever fits the situation. She is careful and clever with her words- so much so, she almost always leaves her opponent thoroughly pissed, without having said much at all.

Because of her- the people who hate me most- still love me  =)

A dreamer I am NOT! ;)

Erykah,Jill, Sade, Jamie, Prince, and Luther-on rotation- keepin me company while I create, on this lovely day to be alive. Burnt Sage blesses this space -babies on pause, smiling on the inside. Diggin the peace of this situation.  Having a moment of clarity- 420 situations always leave me feeling a little more-enlightened. Dig that... 

Today's Epiphany: 

I believe in impossible things. I'm fully aware that there's not a reasonable bone in my body. BUT- I'll not be dismissed as a dreamer, cause I make em come true. Watch me work.