I mess up, I fall short, I've had moments where I want to run and hide from my very own foolishness
I sin EVERY SINGLE DAY- I curse, I think things I shouldn't, I want what I should not- and oh, how I indulge, whenever I have the opportunity.
I make note of these things so as to highlight the part where I say:
...but I Love God...I really do.
As I stumble through this existence- searching, and learning, my honest and true aim is to experience all that I can. I'm talkin' bout really getting involved in this thing. Living it in such a way that my smile- upon the release of my last breath -is guaranteed. I may do things ya don't like- I'm absolutely gon' say things that'd make ya cringe- but I'm here to do it * she says with a big bright smile- and yes I thank GOD for my existence. And of course, I pray daily for his grace as he shakes his head at my silliness.
And for those of you who don't love- the way my God does; with his all forgiving, well intended nature...
I ask that you reserve judgment. Let me do me- as I will never interrupt your course. I'm tryna get somewhere...Don't bother me... I'm growing.
Amen to this wonderful post!!
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